Thursday, July 23, 2009

Life and its state in trance...!!!

So here I am, today being the 23rd of July... In four days is my mom's birthday...I hope i continue to remember it for the next four days cos this has been striking me in spurts... the work load is high... I need a break....Multiple people around me with multiple emotions...

I am just happy, plain happy... my life is good... very good... things are settling, I just need to get my acads in place... I know i can still do better...

The only thing that worries me is the emotions of people around me... One of them is very very tensed... very occupied.... one is very happy for her friends, one is confused with trivial issues... the question lies... how do I help all of them keeping my emotions intact??? Hope for the best... I know each emotions relates to one person... and the persons will know when they read this....

MBS is great, the term is going to end... there is a week and half remaining... there are loads of exams... I cant wait for the next term to get started.... I cant believe a quarter of my course is already over :O...

Thursday, July 16, 2009

My new high....

I love this song....
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'
Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine
.In mine when I'm asleep.And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Rollercoaster continues...

It’s been close to 3 months since I have blogged. Life has changed, thrown challenges at me over the last three months. The good have become bad, the bad have become good, things that I thought would work, didn’t, and things that didn’t , did… My business school has been a great place-we have had a lot of fun over the last 3 months. Life is a rollercoaster, a fucking bad one…. The strongest survive and the weak perish… The value of the strength of the mind has been realized. It has been a real interesting time. Life changes and the need to adapt to changes is important. I miss my parents today, I haven’t spoken to them at length ever since I joined this course – Life does so much that you never find time for people who actually love you and actually stand by your side. In fact the ones that stand by you are the ones you hardly see. This post comes across with a sense of belief, resonance and character. The worst is over, the best is yet to come... I have made great buddies, adds to the list of my ever increasing list of friends… To the MBS fraternity…. Cheers!!!!!